Sunday, November 6, 2011

A little reminder we all need to hear..

Today I had a neat expierence. For some reason I was just stressing out. About what? Who even knows.. Nothing stressful is happening in my life right now. I was just thinking about my life, where I am, and where I am going. The future seriously kills me just thinking about it. It's the fear of the unknown.. I am one of those people, that likes to know everything and every little detail. Where are we going? What time? With who? For how long? So having no idea what path God has planned for me just freaks me out. So I came home from church, did the Sunday ritual.. Meetings, Nap, Facebook, etc.. but today I felt this strong desire to go to the temple. It was about sunset so I knew it would be dark shortly. I texted a friend to go with and she wasn't able to go with me. I had that temptation to just not go.. Oh I'll go next week. Just like I had said last week.. So I went alone, which I ended up being very grateful for. As soon as I walked in the gates to the temple I felt this overwhelming peace come over me. I sat down wanting to read my Book of Mormon and Patriartical blessing but of course God had something different in mind for me. I sat there praying, while thoughts kept coming in my head as if He was sitting there talking to me. I know sometimes I just need to relax. It's ok that I don't know where I'm gonna be in the future. It's all ok as long as I relay on the Lord and remember he has a plan for me and knows whats best for me; more than I do myself. Relay on the Lord, keep his commandments, and all will be well. Sometimes we just need to be reminded.

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